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Monday, February 8, 2010

So much have happen, till i aint know where i should get started. It's life isnt it, problems after problems. Yes, and i've got to be strong and to also endure.
Chinese new yr coming, yet i aint have the mood at all. Went town with mother sister and aunt last sat for shopping, and surprisingly, i didnt get any clothes there but when we're back to tamp mall, in half an hr time, i get what i want. lols.
Osa mock test today, i think im gonna screw up my table you know. ): hoho.

Why does love, always feel like a battlefield ?
I want to care, but i cant, because you prefer to keep things to yourself,
so what am i to you ?
I nvr want to stop caring, you know that?

Labels: One min is love, the other is battlefield.

When love comes around,

8:38 PM

Sunday, February 7, 2010

For the happy times you've gave me,
The love i've never once know it'll be that nice,
The love i've never once thought it'll be that sweet,
The one, i never thought i'd love so deeply,
Then, you became the reason for everything...
But then again,
Theres a start, and theres always an end.
You wont ever , never ever realise the amount of love i have for you.
you never will.

Labels: Goodbye love. i'll miss you.

When love comes around,

12:56 AM

Friday, February 5, 2010

TIRED TIRED TIRED ! ):

School till 12 today, basketball for SW. whew ! nice game, :D then followed by csv and pie class, nearly slept. -.- hoho. && i haven yet start on LLA assignment ! ):

after school, met up with minLOVE. back to tamp for lunch at kfc. (: and then walkwalk around, and off to meet sygku(: and i finally saw JAVIER ! (: still as cute as ever, saw nenek and busu too ! :D walked back to school, finally, i get to hug shaz boy, zuhair and amy :D miss them like ef ! also , DARLINGKU ! :D they're the best of the best. & also, same for fahmi abang, iswan buddy, irna dearest and azlin.

Slacked in canteen awhile, and to tampines mall with syg, zuhair and ahmad. follow them went makan, open plaza. Finally sharonwong come and meet me, slacked awhile more, and home.

If this is the right choice, i believe there wont be regrets,

Im putting my all, till im getting tired,

Each and every time, you take it as nothing, but i take it as something

I dont want the both of us, to continue taking the wrong steps,

I rather lose everything, for your happiness.

It's time, we both got to face the reality, when we're always avoiding it.

I never once blame you, because i know how much i've loved you.

And because i knew, i endure, because this is what it takes, to love somebody.

But love, now that i've endured enough, im taking a break.

Because it seems like each and everytime i tried to talk to you, it didnt work out.

If only you can realise, how much you meant to me.

i'll give up, for you, love.

Labels: Truely, Madly, Deeply... once.

When love comes around,

8:27 PM

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Hi, im back,

was so freaking busy with school and friends, scripts and friends. (: it's been a fun week though. haha, still the same, laughing with cherie all day long. haha. (; loveya ! manage to meet up with min and home together. muahs ! (:

& thanks to meiting girlfriend for the games ! :D im tired, gotta wake up at 6 plus tomoro, school starts at 8 tomoro. ): but end at 12 ! :D

Alright, i'll be back tomoro :D

Labels: Straight through my heart.

When love comes around,

8:39 PM

Monday, February 1, 2010

Scripts ! role play ! partner=dearest cherie (: haha.

Ohkay, laugh so much today, seriously hilarious to the max ! even now when im blogging, just when i think of it, im laughing -.-

School's alright today (:

somehow got scolded from efc cher, cause was laughing with cherie bout something. And the funniest part, when teacher was scolding us, we're both still laughing away. HAHAHAHA ! damn funny please ! haha. :D

After school, went to sitsit with cherie awhile and off to meet baoxian for awhile, heart2heart talk, and sister, thanks ! (: for listening again and again,

bout 6 plus, went home.

What do you do, when you eventually feel that you're being used,

when that person is somehow your closest friend once.

unbearable ? yes, unbeliveable ? yes,

Just, what you take me for ? come and go friend ?

i aint know, what to say or do anymore.

Labels: better for the better.

Proudly presenting

Cherie. (:

More sentosa pics with ilah. will upload once i've gotten it. (:

When love comes around,

8:35 PM

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Oh no ! sunburn ): red red cheeks i have.

Alright, SENTOSA together with classmates yesterday. (: it was fun ! but freaking hot, and to tingting, chill alright.

& yeah, things have been a lil sucky for me yeah, idk what the hell is wrong sometimes. problems after problems, you think imma free lady now ? hello, no im not. prob with friends, family, everything. and sometimes seriously, life's being so so damn unfair, the difference its so obvious that, i wish i could just close one eye, open one eye. But sadly, i cant. BAIS ! thats all. && fyi, my friends are good friends. yeah. Think what you're gonna say, before saying out, ef it seriously.

Here enduring all kinds of bullshit seriously suck to the effing core. Tell me whats the best to do, for me.

sudah lah sia. tak ley tahan already.

Labels: Bias.

When love comes around,

12:50 PM

Friday, January 29, 2010

Chrisbrown chrisbrown chrisbrown (:

alright, back. lols ! SENTOSA TOMORO ! (: YAY ! :D , csv test today, hopefully i'll pass. ): Been laughing alot with cheriegirlfriend ! :D hahaha, shes hilarious to the max ! loveya girl ! :D *remember to draw out the imaginary kid we've been creating yeah ? :D haha ! MEITING ! (: laugh more with us ohkay ? :D heees !

Back to prss today to get graduation certificate. (: i didnt see papa pay again today ! ): sad.

Lunch in school, chat and slacked awhile and went to slack awhile, and back home.

Tired.

Love,

sometimes, i may say easy, but you should know the best, it's nvr easy. ily.

Labels: Satisfaction.

When love comes around,

9:19 PM