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» Monday, December 14, 2009 / -11:20 AM

I've a hard time sleeping early last night, due to my stomach.-.- damn so bloated and uncomfortable, wanna shit, cant shit. Lucky enough to have d.syg (: though in the end, i pangseh him first again, i wait for his reply soooooooo long. he watch tv till kena addict ready. tsktsk. dian si mi. -.- lols !

Okeh, i hope sharonwongbaoxian will come find me later, to kill my boredom. (: I wanna go out ! bored staying home. &then remembered it's damn sucha long time since i've met my dear lil sister joanne, haha,. sis ! date me out soon ohkay. (:
alright nothing to say ready, bye.

Labels: Beautiful soul.

» Sunday, December 13, 2009 / -11:55 AM

Having her idiotic moodswings again,-.-
Do i owe you ?
everytime im the one being pick by you.
i never love weekends. never.
or to say,
i NEVER WILL LOVE weekends.
Why ? because.....
i'll rather left it unsaid.

Labels: One night, can change it all. D, its still you.

» Saturday, December 12, 2009 / -8:49 PM

&love, (:

Alright, home all day today, good girl right, lols, weather is freaking hot these few days, but i thought it's nice(: haha !
Getting results maybe in bout a week time ? time flies like nobody's business seriously, -.- somehow, holidays ending soon, hell yeah fast lah.
I miss classmates alot somehow! ):
hmmm, alright, i've nothing to blog ready. bye. (:

Labels: Thoughts of you.

Back to those days..

» Friday, December 11, 2009 / -9:48 PM

If this were forever.

Out with nisa sayang and sharonwongbaoxian. (:

Met sharon at almost 2 , slacked at void deck, till we're somehow hungry, and went to kfc for lunch, while waiting for nisa to come. (: & finally after long, i get to see her lah ! hah !

Wanted to catch couple retreat together, but sadly the next timing is at 9.-.- so long lah. ): then nvm, went walkwalk, 4 plus, sharon went off, and decided to head down to pasir ris, went to find something important ? lols. haha.

bout 6 went back to tamp, slacked at open plaza, and back home (:

We laugh like mcm giler lah. LOLS ! (:

Alright, christmas coming ! (: hahah. surprisingly, i've no idea why, but so looking forward to it.

Labels: Surrounded by your embrace, love,

» Tuesday, December 8, 2009 / -11:46 AM

One time, theres sure to be a second time.

Though i still dont geddit why cant i hangout as and when i like. as long as i'll be back by a freaking timing dad had set for me, shouldnt it be alright ? i know what im doing. do i look like im those "anyhow" or "donno how to think" daughter in your eyes? And its not like 7 days in a week, im going out everyday. -.- you expect me to stay home and do nothing ? yes help with the chores, i did, but that wont take the whole day you understand ? Every time i tell daddy i'll be out, he'll sure be ohkay, and i know he will want me to be back by 11 without him reminding each and everytime. but you mum ? seems like you dont trust me at all, i know who i mixes with well. but why ? cant you jjust be daddy like that ? imma grown up whom wanna let things go my way sometimes. if everything is still under your control, how am i suppose to be someone i've always wanted to be. -.- Going out is an offend ?

Alright, yesterday, planned was stay home all day, but this cute lil love of mine, called me at 6 plus, and ask me to go over to ecp to join him and his friends for bbq. -.- normally its ridiculous for me to go out at that point of time. Still, im being so wei da enough to go. LOLS !

Cab down, met d and proceed to bbq pit, && his friends were so damn hell funny luh -.- went off at 10. kuku d, i from 9 oclock tell him my bladder wanna burst ready, tell me waitwaitwait, and at 10.30 when he send me off, then i can go release -.-. damn,

Cab home.~

Reached home, mum's not back,

See. thats what i've always trying to explain. Morning i wake up, shes out for work, at night ?when she reach home, is either im already asleep, or watching tv, or surfing the net in my room, leads us to not talking. then the next day, the same routine,

So when i tell her i'll be out, and before 10 i'll reach home, or whatever time it is, she'll kpkb, just take last night's incident for example. she'll nvr understand, when the prob lies with her. and she claims i always go out. since when its always, 1 week 2 3 days im out, its that always ? then how bout yourself ? work, then after work ? hangout with ur friends. even planning or whatever outings, instead of planning with own daughters you rather plan with ur friends and expect us to go with the flow. im pissed, you know that. but sadly, what the hell can i do ? shout back ? talk back ? ignore ? it doesnt make a difference, whether im right or wrong in the end, because they always say " shes your mum, its WRONG for you to raise your voice " ohyeah ? so even if one day, i've got misunderstanding with you, and actually im right to talk back, you claim that im wrong again ? ohplease. for me, " doesnt mean parents or adults are always right, just because they're so much older then us." " no matter how much you're older than me, once you're in wrong, you are, once i think i've the right to stand for my rights, i'll do it. because we children aren't always in fault. It's becoming like, whether im in the right or wrong, parents are always right. i still dont geddit why.

Labels: So now, what you want.

Misses*

» Monday, December 7, 2009 / -11:43 AM

Where're you lil one ?

Out with cinesyg yesterday ! (: though its not long, but still, finally had sometime spend together. Heeees, met her bout 4 , went pizzahut to makan, chitchat, Min told me she got this boyfriend very famous one, budden uh, i dont believe leh ! hahahaha (: min, prove more :D and yeah, saw nazri bestieku (:

After meal, went to walkwalk,, then to t1 top floor to slack, then after awhile, min got to go, so i went to shopshop alone, bout 7, went home,

Cousin came over for last min sleep over as well. haha. Tired.

D.syg,

Am i thinking too much again ? ):

Imissyou love.

Labels: Without you, this is how i would feel, which i aint want to be.

Min.(:

» Sunday, December 6, 2009 / -11:54 AM

Out with cinesyg later on ! (:
&Love says he doesnt wanna friend me coz i pangseh him last night at 3am in the morning. -.- you sure uh ? ): lols !

Anyway,

GRAFFITI !

quick come singapore okay ? (; LOLS !

-It was just a state of mine, -and now, im caught in the middle"

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